Stop thinking and for heaven's sake just do it
I was talking to Mark a week ago about how finals do strange things to you. I was complaining that studying made me hungry. I double my caloric comsumption during finals and manage to lose weight because I'm so stressed out. Mark agreed, adding that finals also made him tired, which I agreed with. Then he made what, until tonight, I thought to be an odd comment. He said that studying also made him horny. I laughed and said that I wasn't experiencing that problem. We decided I was the luckier of the two of us and then chalked it up to it being a 'guy' thing.
Then tonight happened. I was done studying for the night, got into bed, read a bit and then started to fall asleep. It crossed my mind that the only thing I want is to have James here with me. Not to sleep with (not in the literal sense anyway) or not to be with but to just have my way with. I wonder if it's resulting frustration from both of us being too tired last night to do anything of that variety.
I want to bring him up to my room, sit him on the edge of my bed, run my fingers along the side of his face, down his jawline, press them into the soft spot in the middle of his lower lip and just take him. Keep kissing him as I run my fingers around the bottom of his shirt, tracing along the top of his jeans, up his back and pulling his shirt off once and for all. Move him back onto the bed and slowly lie him down with me on top. Know James, he'll quickly flip me over so I'm on the bottom and he's in control. I'd drag my nails up his spine, into his hair as we continued to kiss.
Right, I'm definitely stopping there otherwise I'll get carried away and wont't be able to do any work tomorrow.
I get to see him tomorrow, if this mood continues I can totally foresee us walking into his room, sitting on his bed and starting this whole scenario. It's that bad. Makes me wonder if it's a hormonal thing. Probably, most things are. Regardless, come 5 o'clock tomorrow, I'm not going to be complaining. And if it gets me some well deserved and hard earned sex than all the better.
Then tonight happened. I was done studying for the night, got into bed, read a bit and then started to fall asleep. It crossed my mind that the only thing I want is to have James here with me. Not to sleep with (not in the literal sense anyway) or not to be with but to just have my way with. I wonder if it's resulting frustration from both of us being too tired last night to do anything of that variety.
I want to bring him up to my room, sit him on the edge of my bed, run my fingers along the side of his face, down his jawline, press them into the soft spot in the middle of his lower lip and just take him. Keep kissing him as I run my fingers around the bottom of his shirt, tracing along the top of his jeans, up his back and pulling his shirt off once and for all. Move him back onto the bed and slowly lie him down with me on top. Know James, he'll quickly flip me over so I'm on the bottom and he's in control. I'd drag my nails up his spine, into his hair as we continued to kiss.
Right, I'm definitely stopping there otherwise I'll get carried away and wont't be able to do any work tomorrow.
I get to see him tomorrow, if this mood continues I can totally foresee us walking into his room, sitting on his bed and starting this whole scenario. It's that bad. Makes me wonder if it's a hormonal thing. Probably, most things are. Regardless, come 5 o'clock tomorrow, I'm not going to be complaining. And if it gets me some well deserved and hard earned sex than all the better.

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