Right, so nevermind then
Remember how I was worried about liking James for the wrong reasons? Yeah, well, tonight sorted that out.
I started by totally screwing up (as usual) early in the evening. We were walking down Robson and James tried to put his arm around me. I pulled away because the light changed but it wasn't until I did that that I realized what I'd done. And then after that you can't really try and fix it, can you? So yeah, stupid me. But I totally redeemed myself when we were waiting in line for that Ghost Train. James asked if I was cold and I said I kinda was (even though I wasn't) so he put his arm around me and that solved that problem. The Ghost Train was really fun (it always is). After that we went back to James' place to hang out.
We're laying on his bed watching TV when a comercial comes on. So I turn over to look at him as we're talking. After a pause in conversation he tentatively leans in and kisses me gently. Deciding I want to move this along, I quickly take the kiss deeper and, before you know it, we're totally ignoring the TV and just making out. God did that feel good to finally get that far. And it just continued. He's totally incorrigible. He just kept kissing me (which I'm totallly okay with). When he did finally stop he just held me against him with both arms around me. We were kissing when I was thinking and came to a decision. I stopped, look into his eyes and saw such incredible love in them that I decided that I would be totally happy spending the rest of my life with him. I've pseudodated him for a year. And honestly, if he asked me tomorrow to marry him, I probably would.
It's such a funny realization to have. Definitely makes you feel all warm inside. I guess all I can do is sit and see what happens.
I started by totally screwing up (as usual) early in the evening. We were walking down Robson and James tried to put his arm around me. I pulled away because the light changed but it wasn't until I did that that I realized what I'd done. And then after that you can't really try and fix it, can you? So yeah, stupid me. But I totally redeemed myself when we were waiting in line for that Ghost Train. James asked if I was cold and I said I kinda was (even though I wasn't) so he put his arm around me and that solved that problem. The Ghost Train was really fun (it always is). After that we went back to James' place to hang out.
We're laying on his bed watching TV when a comercial comes on. So I turn over to look at him as we're talking. After a pause in conversation he tentatively leans in and kisses me gently. Deciding I want to move this along, I quickly take the kiss deeper and, before you know it, we're totally ignoring the TV and just making out. God did that feel good to finally get that far. And it just continued. He's totally incorrigible. He just kept kissing me (which I'm totallly okay with). When he did finally stop he just held me against him with both arms around me. We were kissing when I was thinking and came to a decision. I stopped, look into his eyes and saw such incredible love in them that I decided that I would be totally happy spending the rest of my life with him. I've pseudodated him for a year. And honestly, if he asked me tomorrow to marry him, I probably would.
It's such a funny realization to have. Definitely makes you feel all warm inside. I guess all I can do is sit and see what happens.
posted by Liamhain at 2:32 AM
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